Long Time Ago, It was You

If this tears can make you come after me again, I would cry all day night for you..

If this tears can bring you back to me, I would do it until this tears can’t flow anymore..

If this tears can make you here, I would cry and called your name out loud..

If this tears….. really exhausted, just because you, I won’t ever blame at you..

just here with me.....

I still remember. The day you said, that true love never lets you to suffer. Because love brings happiness. Well, it was not totally wrong, and also not totally right. But, why couldn’t I say it loudly to you?? And made you understand, my happiness is simple…..

Have you well known me?? Why.. you didn’t feel my feeling with you. All the things we did, have made a thousand smile on me. Didn’t you see that?? Why didn’t you understand??

My day became brighter when I saw your smile. It didn’t matter what we do, you made everything seem better. Easily, you put a smile on my face, and I wanted it for every morning. You’re my sunshine.. You’re my lighter....

My simply happiness was with you, even it came with suffer. It’s simple, wasn’t it?? You always thought you never good enough for me. Why didn’t you understand?? Why did you always try to be anyone else to make me happy?? Anyone who I have never known before, it wasn’t you.. you changed.....

If my happiness came with tears, couldn’t you see that?? Would you say, I’m suffering with you?? My happiness was you, it was you, you who didn’t become anyone else. Just being you. You….

And my suffer, was when time separated us, was when distance made I couldn’t feel you, was when said……. Just find another man better than you, and you disappeared from my eyes, my life….

For that time, it’s all over……………………